PUSH IT.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

what are true friends seroiusly.
im truly tired and exhausted from trying.
and maybe today i felt it.
suppressed anger maybe?
cus ive been tolerating for quite long?
and now, im so close to the conclusion that this friendship wont last.
i dont know man.
some part of me just makes me think
you guys are all about
dressing, fame, boyfriends, clubs, concerts and what not.
even if you say the opposite,
your actions show a different thing.
like i feel like a spare tyre maybe?
like when you've got no friends with you,
your just so glad we're there.
i can see it, i can see it through and through.
by post-sec, it wont be the same.
and it brings me to tears?
i feel like a loser just wanting to cry.


maybe my words are too harsh or exaggerated.
like im just too emo now.
but however this matter may look small to you,
its still a matter. and i think the outcome would be exactly the same.

i hate this life. cus i cant control it.

im sorry i happen to be different.

i waited from 3:41 PM